Life with Rudy

Letter to God

Saturday, January 14, 2006

Here's one of those poems I told you about yesterday.

Can I confess
Or is it too late
Why did I do it
Why did I wait
Have you closed the gate

I’ve thought about it
A time or two
I’ve called in the darkness
I’ve called to you
What should I do

I didn’t hear it
Or I didn’t want it
You know me better
Than I can even know
My thoughts before I thought it
My love before I felt it
My feelings before I live it
You know

Then why is it so hard
To leave it up to You
Why is it so hard
Tell me
Or do you know

Of course you do
If you didn’t
I wouldn’t
Be here
But tell me God
What do You know
Can I know too
Perhaps I already do

But I can’t bring it forth
To the front
Where I can see it
Where everyone can see it
Without sight I’m blind
But You are mine

So into the unknown
I go without fear
Because You are near
Thank you God
You are near

You hold my hand in the storm
You take back what the canker worm
Has eaten
You will have the victory
And I will be by your side

Thank you God

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